Be an Angel Today

Today I would like to touch on the sacred privilege to be a visiting teacher and to be visit taught. One thing that I learned and continue learning as a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints is that we try our best to love and support each other. And, we are guided on how to accomplish this with a little thing called visiting teaching. For those of you unfamiliar with this concept or new to it, as I am. It is a responsibility that every adult women of the church gets to go share a scriptural message and be a friend to someone else in her ward (another word for congregation). The scriptural message can be real quick, and it is just to uplift them in their lives. I can't help but laugh and enjoy a quote we heard today while discussing visiting teaching. This girl stool up and exclaimed "visiting teaching is NOT visiting teaching!! That's not what it's about!!" And she is ABSOLUTELY right. No one wants an assigned friend to come set their timer for 10-15 minutes, share a message and peace out. They want someone who actually cares for their worries and needs. And who is going to be there for them in whatever they need. It reminds me of a story my mom told me. Growing up in the Catholic Church, I never had visiting teachers or home teachers(the guy versions of visiting teachers). But there was something called the Catholic Guild. And they would make visits to people when they felt they needed it. My mom being a mother of 3 crazy children at the time, and me being the third and just newly born, caused a lot of stress as for any mother would cause. The house was a mess, my dad was at work, she was trying to make food and please my older high maintenance sisters, and during a slight second when my mom wasn't watching, my older sister decides to go visit me, in my crib and, due to jealousy of attention of my adorable smile and charm at the young age of 3 weeks, my sister decides to repeatedly slap me in the face. My mom hears my yelling and crying and frantically comes to my rescue. She puts my sister in a time out, picks me up as I'm still screaming, and *knock knock * there is someone at the door. My mom in between all the screaming and crying and distress, opens the door to find two lovely ladies from the church with cookies or something just stopping by to see how she is doing. As soon as they ask how she is doing, my mom breaks down. But this is the part I love the best. Instead of these ladies dropping off the cookies and wishing my mom well and feeling they did their good deed for the day, They instead, sit down with my mom, hug her, comfort her, calm her, calm me, calm the other two sisters, and let my mom know that she is an amazing mother and that things are going to be okay. Whenever I think of visiting teacher, I think of this. Because God loves us so much, he watches out for us through other people. He sends us earthly Angels. And I know that my mom needed love that day. And that she needed someone to tell her that she is the best mom out there. She needed those ladies to come by and say "It's gonna be okay. We've had children too. You are strong, you can do it". She needed that so much, and because God loves her, and all of us so much, he sent two people to be with her that day. If it weren't for that, I don't know if I would be here today, writing this post about the sacred privilege of visiting teaching, of being able to be an angel for someone who just needs a hug, or an encouraging word, or a pat on the back. We can be Angels. Just as much as God sends us earthy Angels, we can be that too. And that's what visiting teaching is about, that's what being a neighbor is about, that's what being a friend is about. Mourning with those who mourn, comforting those in need of comfort, and supporting those who need a little help, and believe me, we ALL need that. This is our chance to do what Jesus did, to represent him, and to show others the love that God truly has for them. Have you made a difference in the world today? Will you visit someone in need? Will you show them God's love? In Jesus name, Amen

Tasting the Joy

Today marks the second year of the day that I got baptized and confirmed a member of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-Day Saints!

I was reading this morning in Alma 36, my second favorite chapter in the Book of Mormon! 

And I felt like Alma, I had made a lot of mistakes in my life. And so did Alma, he describes it as this Alma 36: 12 "But I was racked with eternal torment, for my soul was harrowed up to the greatest degree and racked with all my sins."

I too felt that same way. I felt like I truly had lead away so many souls into the depths of hell. I was a leader and, the choices I chose, lead people away from God rather than towards God and good things in their life. 

Just like everyone, I have my past, I have my big closet of skeletons and mistakes I've made that I can't take back. But, just like everyone, we are all given the chance to change and be better each and every day through Jesus Christ, and that's exactly what Alma did. He became better. 

He cried unto the Lord and asked him for his help and asked to be forgiven, he cried unto the Lord with all his might and said, I'm sorry, please help me, please forgive me! 

That's exactly how I felt: down to that very scripture in Alma when it says that he cried within his heart. I cried within my heart, I knelt down and I asked the Lord to help me, to forgive me, and to show me that he truly did love me and he truly was there. 

It was at that moment that I felt it. I felt his love surround me, I felt this overwhelming happiness that could never be felt from anything else except it be through the great Love of our Lord and God, Even Jesus Christ himself.  I didn't physically feel him, but the Holy Spirit testified to me that these things were true, the missionaries who taught me truly were representatives of Jesus Christ and that this church is His Church, and that he wanted me with all his heart to repent and be baptized and become a part of His church.

I quote Alma when I say "And now, behold, when I thought this, I could remember my pains no more; yea, I was harrowed up by the memory of my sins no more." (Alma 36:19)

And after that moment, I changed my life around. It wasn't just instant and it sure wasn't easy. I had caused a lot of pain to all those around me; and I'm still working on making up for it. But the joy that I felt can never overpass any pain or sorrow that I had gone through. Alma states: "And oh, what joy, and what marvelous light I did behold; yea, my soul was filled with joy as exceeding as was my pain!" (Alma 36: 20) This was my joy. My joy was greater than any amount of pain. 

And I quote Alma in my words and state: 

"Yea, and from that time even until now, I have labored without ceasing, that I might bring souls unto repentance; that I might bring them to taste of the exceeding joy of which I did taste; that they might also be born of God, and be filled with the Holy Ghost." (Alma 36:24)

I'm serving a mission. I'm doing all that I can so that those around me can also feel the joy that I feel and that their pains can be turned into joy. 

"And I have been supported under trials and troubles of every kind, yea, and in all manner of afflictions; yea, God has delivered me from prison, and from bonds, and from death; yea, and I do put my trust in him, and he will still deliver me." (Alma 36:27) 

The Lord has delivered me from all kinds of bondage and difficulties and trials and spiritual death, and has allowed me to put my trust in him and has delivered me ever since.

That's why I am a member of this church, that's why I know that God loves me. I know that Jesus Christ is my Savior and there is nothing more in this life that will bring any more joy than having the sacred opportunity to repent and be baptized and join with the fold of God and be a part of the Sheep's pasture to now go and declare the word to help others who have lost their way. 

I love this church, I love Jesus Christ. Those two go together because this is Christ's church, every single part of it!

I'm grateful that I have 2 full years a member of this church, I'm grateful I can now serve as a missionary and represent Christ and His church. I'm grateful for a God who loves me. I'm grateful I'm a daughter of my Heavenly Father. 

I write these things in the name of our Savior, Jesus Christ, Amen. 

(Surrounded by people I love and who love me. Sister Thompson (my companion) and I, August 12, 2015) 

Christ's Grace is Sufficient

The effect of an "R" rated movie is much more than just the things which we see. Everything was made spiritually and temporally after the creation of the Lord. As the Lord desires for our welfare and for us to prosper in the land, there is an opposite and equal reaction from our common enemy, Lucifer. Just as the Lord desires so strongly for our success, so does Satan desire the contrary, for us to falter and to be kept in bondage. 

It is interesting then, to think of the little sins and the eternal effect they may have on us. 

Everything now and hereafter has an intelligence, therefore for us to say "just this once" and allow an intelligence to enter our body is like opening our house to a small cockroach, and saying "just this once, will make little to no difference". 

The thing that we don't realize is that our minds, hearts, and spirits aren't like open houses where things come and go as they please. Our whole soul and body are things that we have to actively choose. Therefore, when a cockroach comes inside, we have to go to measures to get it out. 

That's where obedience and the atonement of Christ comes in. People often misunderstand the idea of obedience in the kingdom of God, and think it's unnecessary with the grace of God and Jesus Christ, but what they don't realize, is that without personal choices and obedience to the Lord's commandments, is like opening all the windows and all the doors to our house and then expecting when the cleaning inspector comes to check, that there will be no bugs, no webs, and will be perfectly clean. 

Obedience is first and foremost, shutting all the windows and doors of our house, and then taking time to clean the inside, and get out all dirtiness and bugs outside. 

And once you get to the cleaning part of the house, is the refining part in the atonement, the part where Christ's grace comes in, and is able to cover for all the imperfections inside of us, as we look towards him, and continue to do our job inside, then Christ's grace is sufficient to all men. 

Let yourself glow

The days go by,

One by one,

Exact same day it feels,

With little fun.

You look out the window,

See birds flying by

You wonder how-

They got so high 

Your mind wanders off,

And thinks how nice it would be

To be a bird, 

To be so free

To cheerfully fly from place to place 

With soft wings and a cute little face.

But you're not a bird,

YOU CAN'T FLY

All it seems you can do 

Is to push on and try.

But trying isn't enough,

When those thoughts come,

You realize you aren't as tough

As you though you'd become.

I thought I was strong,

Able to take on the world,

But then my emotions came

Unleashed and unfurled.

But Jesus stops me:

Says "Hey, it's okay

I know that this is just 

One of your hardest days,

I know it because 

I've felt it too,

The hurt: the pain: 

the feelings you go through.

I see you each night as you kneel down with me,

I hear your words, your crying plea.

Your plea for help,

For me to take this from you,

You just keep begging 

To become someone anew.

And I'm here for you, I promise,

But it's your cross you have to bear,

Don't get me wrong now, it doesn't 

Mean that I don't care.

I'm your brother, your savior, redeemer, 

I love you,

I'm here by your side through good times 

And all the bad too.

I can't take this from you,

No,, not quite yet,

Because I'm helping you become 

That young missionary,

So stable and set. 

I see beyond this struggle,

These dark days of the past,

I see a faithful missionary,

A missionary who lasts.

Lasting through every trial,

With a smile on your face,

Never running too fast,

But determined- to finish the race.

A missionary of hope,

Of love, .. Not fear

A missionary who recognizes 

That I am so near.

That I hear your cries,

I hear your pleas,

I'm right next beside you

When you crying on your knees. 

You are the missionary

 that anyone wants to be,

The one who is stronger

Than rough storms or seas.

So don't give up,

Don't end it quite yet,

Your about to be the strongest person 

This world has ever met.

Good night grand missionary,

Lay down get your rest,

Wake up with a smile 

To endure your next test. 

And remember I love you

More than you'll ever know

Now go let your light shine,

Go let yourself glow!"

Easter

It was Easter Yesterday! 1st, we need to remember that Easter is not about bunnies and candy! It's about Jesus Christ! He is no longer in the tomb, he is alive! He lives!!! :) It's amazing. So for your Easter Homework, click on this link helives.mormon.org It's about a 2 minute video! And it's about Jesus Christ! Ye shall watch it! :() We share this video with everyone we meet! And it's amazing! Everyone of all different cultures and backgrounds and religions all love this video and it brings them to tears and it brings them motivation and purpose and happiness to their life! My favorite part is when it says "There are no lost causes" And Emilie Ann Poirier!!! my darling sister, If you are reading this, WATCH IT. It reminded me of your love for people and for serving others, and how you ALWAYS try and REACH OUT. :) This was made for everyone to watch! It's beautiful and wonderful, so don't take my word for it, learn of it yourselves! We also had general conference. General Conference is when the Prophet of our church and his 12 apostles speak to the world twice a year! When Jesus was on the Earth he called 12 apostles! And so this church is established as the church in Jesus's time, with twelve apostles! Who speak to us and help to guide us along this challenging journey. One challenge I went through this week was being away from my Family during Easter! Easter is my favorite holiday. We have this Easter tradition to dress up and I always wear purple, my favorite color and the color of Easter. Then! We would Go to the Catholic church ( always crowded with tons of people, that we call the C and E people (Christmas and Easter people) so we would sit in the back, and try and be quiet, but in all honestly, I'm a non-stop talker, so it was always hard not to talk. When the songs would come, I would sing my heart out. Then after church, we would go home and have brunch with all of our family. So missing this Easter was super super super hard for me. One time i remember walking in church and immediately a man got up so that I could have a spot to sit by all my family. He was dressed in really rudgedy clothes, and didn't look super clean, but he was at church, and that was pretty cool. I remember the whole time feeling like I should invite this man to our Easter Brunch. But analyzing it over and over again in my head, I just couldn't get the courage to ask him, because I didn't want to make my family uncomfortable. As soon as church ended, I think I was like 9 or 10 years old, so my 10 year old self, immediately told my parents about my ideas. We were in the car by that time, and my parents said, OF COURSE HE IS WELCOME, so we drove around for 15 minutes searching for where he could have gone. We couldn't find him. And I vividly remember how sad I was. So sad that perhaps I should have asked him to come and I didn't, and how maybe he was hungry and was going to have a bad Easter. I think about that experience all the time, and it's probably one of the saddest things to think about. But my parents spoke with me and assured me that if we didn't find him on the street that he MUST be with someone else and that he would have food with them, and he probably has his own family, and we don't want to take him away from that. That experience is so clear in my mind, his face so clear, I someday want to meet him, and make sure he is okay. I wrote a poem about him too. The poem is at home, in one of my many piles and boxes of poems. I don't have it with me, or else I would write it in this email. Easter has always been a special day to me and my family, and it's been hard to not be with my family during that day. I told my companion of our traditions. How we would hide our baskets from the Easter bunny, and he would rehide them with candy in it. I cried during my prayer during that night before Easter, because I didn't have a basket to hide, the Bunny wouldn't rehide it, and I wouldn't be frantically searching in the morning to try and beat my sister's to it. And I wouldn't be going to church with my family, and have our brunch afterward. So I just cried. I was laying in bed and crying, and another Sister missionary in the room asked if I was okay. I said yes. 10 minutes passed and I asked her for a hug, I felt I needed one. Sister Salcido is her name, she gave me the best hug, a hug that I really really needed, and her hug alone assured me that everything would be okay. Then we turned the conversation into jokes about the 6 foot tall Easter bunny and if we should leave our doors unlocked so he could come in. It was really funny, so I went to sleep on a happy note. In the morning, our alarms sounded. And I heard my companion Sister Sullivan shout "THE EASTER BUNNY CAME, HAPPY EASTER!!!" And all over our floor was grass and candy and "becausehe lives" cards about Jesus Christ, and a bunny. And one single basket. And the basket was for me. I'll send pictures of what it was like. I wasn't with my family, but I was with another family, a family of sisters, and Sister Salcido told me "that's why we're here, to be your family" So that Easter day, was a very good day. A day of happiness, a day of family, a hard, but good day, a day of love. I hope all of you enjoyed your Easter just as much as I enjoyed mine. And I hope all of you remember why we celebrate Easter, because of Him, because of Jesus Christ, we can return to live with Heavenly father, and our families can be,, TOGETHER FOREVER:) In Jesus Name, Amen!

I Love ARIZONA!

So this week went by super well:) We went bowling on Monday! We might go to a baseball game today! GO GIANTS:) This is my district bowling they are so cool. Then this is me eating fruit from a Mexican Shack. Funny story, I was trying to show off the pretty fruit, and ended up spilling it all over my dress and the floor. #LibbieProblems#SisterPoirierProblems#missionaryProblems so if you're having a bad week. Just think of me spilling all the creme over my dress and all my companion saying "this is why white girls don't go into Mexican stores". Yeah. That girl next to me is Dulce, all her family are members of the church but she isn't. She wants to raise her family in the Church of Jesus Christ, but she doesn't quite want to be baptized yet! We explain that baptism is just the first step. And Jesus Christ! He too got baptized! We pray for her every night! She is super sweet! We saw the Jesus the Christ pagent in mesa! It was so great! Jesus Christ rose from the dead! It's a free pagent put on by the church that talks about Jesus's life and his death and his ressurection! We went once in english with our english investigators! And once in spanish! The spanish one was so cool! And we had 9 investigators come! Investigators just mean people that are investigating the church! It was so great to have them come because it helped them see how much Christ plays a part in our church. He is literally the center of our church! 2 Nephi 25:26 "And we talk of Christ, we rejoice in Christ, we preach of Christ, we prophesy of Christ, and we write according to our prophecies, that our children may know to what source they may look for a remission of their sins" It's all about Christ! And Christ makes me so happy! We are focusing on families these next three weeks! Because families are the most important! I also realized that my address wasn't sent out to half of you because of email problems! So here it is: Sister Libbie Rose Poirier Arizona Tempe Mission 1871 E Del Rio Dr. Tempe, Arizona 85282 Feel free to write, but don't feel obligated:) If you write me, I write back. I'm probably better at responding to letters than emails:) Just so you know! Spanish is going good! I'm going work really hard this week to study it better. Studying is the hardest part for me! But that's okay because I'm going to try anyways and ask for God's help. In preparation for Easter! I encourage all of you to read the accounts in Matthew Mark, Luke or John, about Christ's resurrection and how beautiful and marvelous and wonderful Christ truly is! If ye feel so inspired tell me how it went and what you learned. I send all my love, -Hermana Libbie Poirier

She Has Left the MTC

I don't have much time today, I leave the MTC tonight and will head to Arizona to start my next adventure. I've been praying for people to meet at the airport to share the gospel with them! I'm a missionary with a missionary tag! People see me and they watch what I do, And most importantly, Jesus is watching, so I better represent him well:) This is my scripture I've chosen to share 27 But God hath chosen the foolish things of the world to confound the wise; and God hath chosen the weak things of the world to confound the things which are mighty; 1 Corinthians 1:27 I just want to say: I'm 19 years old, I have little life experience. And I don't speak very much Spanish. When God is talking about weak things of the world, that's me. When God talks about foolish things of the world, that's me. Why would God call younger and younger missionaries to preach his gospel? Why not educated people who have studied this gospel all their lives and know every single scripture reference and have basically memorized all the scriptures or maybe someone who is actually fluent in the language. Why not call more qualified people?? More qualified than me? There is a saying in this church for every calling we get like "bishop" or "missionary" or "activities coordinator" or "relief society president" The saying is "God doesn't call the qualified, he qualifies the called." I know that to be true. He's qualifying me, by surrounding me with experiences where I can learn from others around me. One of my favorite scripture in the Book of Mormon is this: 27 And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them. Ether 12:27 I love this, because I can rely on God and he can make me strong. He gives me weaknesses. Weaknesses are a gift!! We are weak so we can become strong and I'm grateful for that hope. I love you all, Sorry for not responding to each person for lack of time, I shall find time to respond next week:) With love, Hermana Poirier heading to AZ!

Letter to Jesus

If I could write a letter to Jesus, I think this is what I would say. Dear Jesus, Jesus, the Lord, shall be called Wonderful, Counselor, the Mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace, Redeemer, Savior, But, most importantly, Jesus my Elder brother. I've never had a brother before. An older Brother to protect me, to beat up those who hurt me, and threaten those who dare try to hurt me. I know you wouldn't be like that. You wouldn't beat someone up, because you are loving. But I know you would protect me. I feel like that's what you are doing now. While I'm here in Arizona talking to these people, all these brothers and sisters of you and me, you're protecting me. Sometimes it's scary, to talk to that person sitting on the sidewalk alone, or talk to that group of young kids who make fun of me, or laugh at me. But then I think about what you went through for me. I know that when you suffered and then died on the cross for me, that you were thinking of me. That you had me in your mind. That you looked towards God and asked "Why hast thou forsaken me?" You asked that because you knew that I would ask, at some point in my life, or at several points in my life, you knew that I would ask God, my heavenly father "Why has thou forsaken me?" You asked God that, because you knew how I was feeling. I know I didn't even go through nearly .00000000001 percent of what you went through. But I know that you still suffered, and the pains you suffered, are the pains that I sometimes feel. I talked with my companion today, you know Sister Sullivan, our dear sister. And she explained to me that you don't want me to have to suffer, EVER. And that's why you thought of me, when you suffered for me. I read in the scriptures, in the Book of Mormon and in the Bible, about the apostles and disciples that you have called. And they talk about you. I found a scripture and it says "And the world, because of their iniquity, shall judge him to be a thing of naught; wherefore they scourge him, and he suffereth it; and they smite him, and he suffereth it. Yea, they spit upon him, and he suffereth it, because of his loving kindness and his long-suffering towards the children of men" (1 Nephi 19:9) And it makes me sad. That the world did that to you. They spit upon you, they smote you, they judged you, they scourged you, and that you suffered it, and kept suffering it, because of me, and all the other children, all of your brothers and sisters. But, then, after you suffered it, you lived. You came back to live, you overcame death, you resurrected And you live. I know that you live Jesus. I know it. And because you live, you can comfort me, because you live you can be here for me. I read in Matthew 11:28-30 "Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart; and ye shall find rest unto your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light" This is what you told those that you were ministering to. You want us to come unto you, you want us to yoke with you, to be with you, and have you beside us to bear the burdens with us. Because your yoke is easy, your burdens are light! And when we come unto you, then our burdens too can be light! Jesus, that's why I am a missionary now. I wear a name tag, and the name tag says JESUCRISTO or JESUS CHRIST, in bold. Because I'm yoking with you, I'm giving you my burdens, and I'm going forth as a disciple of Christ as you have called me to be! And my burdens are made light because of you. Because when you knelt down in the Garden Of Gethsemane, where Luke Explains in chapter 22: 44 "And being in an agony he prayed more earnestly: and his sweat was as it were great drops of blood falling down to the ground" I know when you prayed more earnestly, you were thinking of me, and all our other brothers and sisters, and suffering all their pains. Then, after that, you go back to your disciples and find they have fallen asleep, and then Judas betrays you, Pilate convicts you, the Jews say "crucify him" and you bear that cross, until your death. My burdens are light because you bore my pain, you bore my grief, you bore every single thing. My burdens are light because of you Jesus. I am eternally grateful. I can never repay you, but I will do my best to be my best, because of how much you have done for me. I love you my elder brother Jesus Christ, I know that you live, you overcame the chains of death. I know you will come again someday, and I will get to hug you, and I will thank you, and cry at your feet, praising your name. Thanks for being the best brother that I've ever had. And I testify and pray and write these things in your name, because YOU are the savior, Jesus Christ, Amen. With Dear Love, Sister Libbie Poirier

Happy Valentine's Day!

Valentine's Day!
Day of love, a few days again:)
Our district had the mostest sweets in the whole world, like candy and
chocolate and cinnamon rolls and ice cream.
Crazy.
Spanish is good too.

We went to the temple today and we did sealings.
Sealings are when a couple of families get sealed together for eternity:

So people don't just get married on earth, but also, in God's plan for
the eternities!
We teach about the plan of salvation all the time! The plan has a few
names, plan of salvation, plan of redemption, and my very favorite,
PLAN OF HAPPINESS!
A plan that makes us happy.
And the central key of that plan is... JESUS CHRIST:)

God wants us to be happy, so he gave us Jesus. Also God wants us to be
happy, so he gave us families. Families can be together forever
through Heavenly Father's plan!

In the sealing rooms, there are two mirrors on both sides.
It's beautiful because the only thing you can see in the mirror is the
other person across from you.

I got to participate as a daughter of families who passed away who
didn't get the opportunity to be sealed in eternity forever.
So after we do that work for them, they can choose if they want to
accept it and if they want to be together forever!

It's beautiful!

The mirror is great because to be happy for eternity, you aren't going
to be thinking about yourself, you will be thinking about your spouse
and loving and serving them:)

Kind of like my companion in my mission, we try to serve each other
and love each other. And if we are contentious or it's getting hard;
the best I thing we can do is try to have charity, and I try to serve
my companion. It puts me in her shoes and helps me realize why she
might be feeling the way she is or treating me a certain way. Then we
talk about it in Comp inventory and work through things through
compromise and change.

It's a process but I love it:)
I love my companion more and more everyday. Not even a lie!

Learning to love like Jesus did, or at least trying my best:)

What's one thing you can do this week for someone you don't like or
don't get along with or are fighting or having trouble with? Maybe try
and serve them!! It helps:)

Have a wonderful super day lovelies!!!

Also!! Prayer is good too! I did a cool kind of mock lesson and I had
two other missionaries teach me, and I prayed during the lesson out
loud with them and I asked God, if he loves me and if he still talks
to me!
And I felt the holy spirit and started crying! I know God continues to
communicate with us!
He communicates it many ways!! And we can communicate with him through
prayer! :)

So say a prayer, ask God if he can hear or if he cares! I promise he
does! He loves everyone of his children!

D&C 18:10 The worth of souls is great in the eyes of God!!

With love,
Hermana Poirier
Valentine's Day fun and temple and friends

2nd Week at the MTC

 
    

 

The MTC: 1st Week

Missionary Training Center:

People told me it was hard.

They didn't tell me that it was the happiest place on earth.

What did I learn this week?

I learned that God wants me to learn patience. 

My first flight was cancelled. Then I missed my second one, so it had to be rescheduled.

I got in many hours later than expected.... then.... my bags got in wayyyy late, so I didn't even get them till the day after.

Then I arrived at the MTC, found my bags, and my companion showed up a day and a half late.

But the one thing that I learned... is that with patience,, brings the best things!

For example! The BEST COMPANION. Her name is Hermana Sedgwick. 

She seriously is the best.

Her and I get along so well.

We played volleyball yesterday for an hour, and went craaazzy!

I also played soccer and ran the other few days.

What we learned on sunday was something amazing.

5     10  3

4     6    8

9     2    7

I hope this turns out right.

These are all numbers.

For example, if we had to rate people's skills.

or characteristics.

The most important thing about these numbers is that if you add up the first row, 5 plus 10 plus 3,  it equals 18,

if you add up the second, 18,

and keep going. If you add the rows down, and diagnol, they all equal 18.

The important part of this lesson, is that even if I'm a 2 or a 3 or a 10, I am needed,

and I am not needed any more or any less than any of the other numbers. Because if one number was missing, then we could never ever add up to 18.

That's what it's like having a companion and being in a district. There are 8 people in our district for learning spanish. Maybe my spanish is a 8 compared to the others, but my gospel principles are a 2 compared to everyone else, but the important part, is that my 8 is needed just as much as my 2. 

And so what I learned,

is that whatever number I am... to be the best that I can be! To be the best 5 I can be. To be the best 2 I can be, the best 8 I can be.

Because whatever number I am, I am needed.

And you too, you are needed, all of you.

God needs all of us and loves all of us.

And whatever contribution to the world we can make, HE NEEDS IT.

He couldn't be without the 1's or the 2's, and all the 10's need the 2's and the 2's need the 10's.

It brings  a whole new perspective to your value in life.

Pray to God,

He will give you comfort! 

I love you all,

And I love the MTC.

And I honestly wouldn't want to be anywhere else but here,

With Love,

-Hermana Poirier